I loved that tension, thriving on it erotically while claiming I wanted to escape it.
Bad writing that thinks that it is rendering an erotically charged depiction of good sex seems to be far more bathetic.
erotic e·rot·ic (ĭ-rŏt'ĭk)
Of or concerning sexual love and desire.
Tending to arouse sexual desire.
Dominated by sexual love or desire.